Damn, I often wonder why I get so emotionally attached to situations, places, people, experiences. I guess thats what makes me human, but I gotta be honest, sometimes I wish it wasn’t so, at least not as much as it does now. I have been flooded with emotions lately, all sorts and all kinds and it has made me think a lot. About whats important, about which steps I want to take next, about who is really there for me, who REALLY cares about me.
I am back from Miami and damn, I miss being there so much. I miss my little routine of getting up extremely early to shoot, then have breakfast by 8:00am, get ready to go score the best spot at my hotels beach club and sit there for hours, spending ages rubbing SPF 50 sunblock all over myself. Trying to find the best places to have lunch, walking around loud and overwhelming Ocean Drive and going for Sushi at Sushi Samba on Lincoln Road at night.
Sometimes I wish I was a little more adventurous and just say; Fuck it! Im just gonna move to some place else for a few months, see what happens.
Its been sort of refreshing and in all ways strange not being glued to the internet 24/7 in the past week. I guess I forgot that side of me, who really stood and smelled the roses for a bit or in this case, stared at the ocean, instead of an iPhone screen , MacBook and so on. I liked it, I liked living life without those attachments for a while, but now I am back.
I discovered a lot of new music while I was gone, a lot of great songs that now remind me of moments or people and which I have been playing on repeat, as I always do, that will never change. I’ll get some of them on a playlist and share with you soon though. Happy Sunday and thank you for not disappearing, thank you for being there, it means the world to me.